the minmaxer's dilemma

i created this site 2 days ago in a few hours on a whim. i set out to make something that would make it easy to document things i found interesting, especially while I'm out and on mobile.

i did this, and over the last 2 days ive just been making incremental aesthetic updates instead of actually making any content. this realization is not something that surprised me, rather it more or less outlined the character of my life: perfectionism.

this is something more aptly described as a curse; although it's a somewhat cruel blessing that applies moreso to projects that im personally invested in. perhaps because i want the work to be good, perhaps because its a part of me, it's all the more painful to end the process and let it and myself go